did i go in? yes
arrival time: 10:06AM
what i did: lecture

day notes:
found out they closed the library toilets for renovation. went into the wrong lecture. tried to focus on the lecture but it was really boring. sat around and waited for my taxi home.

small win: came in even though i was ill

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 10:58AM
what i did: 2 lectures + lunch

day notes:
got in too late for my first lecture. then i went to the bathroom and critiqued my makeup and decided it looked disgustingly dry and patchy above my lip. to be honest i don't even know why i try i hate uni so much and my throat is so tickly man fuck. my eye makeup is okay looking. i have no idea where i'm up to lecture-wise. i don't even know if i'll listen today. didnt listen the first lecture and i was too tired in the second one until i jolted awake because my elbow fell off the table

did i go in?no
attendance streak: 0 days

day notes:
intended on going in but umm fell asleep and then i gave up. showered and napped. woke up and planned on playing minecraft but it was acting up so idk. also watched this trashy 2007 movie called mr woodcock with billy-bob thornton in it LOL. not finished it though.

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 9:15AM
what i did: workshop

day notes:
taxi driver was that annoying bald guy with the speaker on blast. he was listening to bodybuilding podcasts hahaha. went to a workshop. it's some enterprise bs. my labs are at 2pm and it's 10:42AM rn TT. exhausted myself while walking there. throat was tickly the whole time. really want to get subway after this. i got a veggie patty sub. J was walking in front of me the whole route tbh i was gonna ask him how his america trip was but idk. was in the library laughing my ass off at this ai prank where they framed this man kissing a potato LMFAO. i was laughing so hard someone came over and asked if i was doing okay because it sounded like i was crying. in the CTH rn. ill probably not get work done but whatever

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 10:00AM
what i did: lecture

day notes:
was thinking of skipping today. kinda wishing i did. i took 4 pieces of gum before i left the house and i've been chewing them since. my mouth tastes like silicone. i have about £3 left in my account. not enough for subway. i might just buy something sweet from the tesco and go home. woke up really tired. my eyeshadow is nice today but i haven't gotten a really good photo yet. not wearing chiffon today. looked weird. im in that weird scarf that came with my white abaya. think i'll get down to buying my jersey scarves when i get home. just need something that stays on my head. i really hope i see results soon. i exercised my face twice last night and once this morning. the neck tucks somehow cause a weird burning in my legs but i guess that means i'm doing it properly. i'm still kinda pissed about that referral. wish i had my own personal doctor. don't care about money i just hate waiting lists. the lecture im in is kinda boring. i tried focusing but :/ i need something sweet in my mouth this gum tastes nasty. i don't think i'll attend my second lecture. i hate how far they space everything. i don't have that kind of patience.

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 09:30AM
what i did: lecture

day notes:
got in too late for the first lecture but it doesnt really matter bc it was just acad skills. i feel so restless. doubt i'll stay for the last lecture. we have a german professor. he looks like our old one. i cant recall anything. i feel like running and jumping around. maybe it wasn't a good idea to eat before this. ok sike i fell asleep in the middle of it. idk how im gonna deal with this lol. it's impossible for me to stay awake anymore.

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 12:00PM
what i did: lecture and studying

day notes:
didnt mean to stop doing this. kinda forgot for a while. been quite low energy recently. i missed an assignment last week albeit it wasnt worth much so whatever. at uni. missed first 2 lectures but i came for the last one. had a canadian professor. been sorting out some stuff on my notion. have an assessment coming up for my BIOS206 module. also some cycle assessments too. ramadan is tomorrow apparently. it's all anyone can talk about. there's this real cute guy at the library right now but i cant do anything about it lol. staying until 6pm to get some stuff ready. dont really want to miss assignments anymore tbh. eyes feel super dry. probably because i have this fan on but this room would be too warm otherwise. whatever. ok. back to work.

did i go in? yes
arrival time: 13:50pm
what i did: nothing

day notes:
had that stupid bald driver. didnt get in early enough to have the bathroom to myself and i was overstimulated as fuck so i didnt attend my lab. bought a sushi bowl and then went for matcha before realising i didnt have enough for it so i just got a fucking cookie instead. there was one of those charlie kirk type debate tables out on campus today lol. my makeup was pretty today. im ill again too. fuck my chud life.