Neko

done just about nothing the past few days. asides from mindlessly playing video games. i have that lab report to do but i have resigned to the idea that i will just submit it as extenuating circumstances. i don't thing anything could make me get up and write it unfortunately. wait i also got back into guitar. yay. waiting for myself to become obsessed with something. it's boring being normal.

done with exams. spent the past few days playing video games, although im not having much fun. mostly grinding boring storylines so i can get to the fun stuff. mastered cooking on mabinogi. was on discord vc arguing with people and i just realised its not a good use of my time lol.

been too freaked out and quirked up to write in here. i have my last exam tomorrow and instead of studying i recorded myself singing on my ipad. i dont care for this exam. i hate genetics i hate everything to do with it. some things can be interesting like polymerase epsilon but other than that no. uggggggghhhhhhhhhhh

taro won't eat his food. idk what to do at this point. i tried tricking him by putting his dentabites into the pate. it kinda worked. i don't think mys sistersreally care if he eats or not. like whether he actually finishes his meals. they just see it as a chore. i read online that some people heat up their cat's food in the microwave before serving. i could try that. im thinking of perhaps switching him to beef or turkey. i just want him to eat aganin.

forcing myself to study for this stupid exam. gosh i hate this. i have to study in chunks otherwise i lose all sense of motivation and can't comprehend what i'm studying. it's mostly receptor cascades at this point. i couldn't care less but i didn't study yesterday or the day before so i have to put in some hours so i feel at least a little ready.

oiled my hair, cut my nails, cleaned my room, and showered. i'm feeling increasingly lethargic as the days pass. i'm not sure whether i'm getting a cold again. i was feeling body aches on saturday. my throat was a bit tickly too. idk. have an appointment with a financial advisor in like 40 minutes. not really looking forward to it tbh. i dont like zoom calls.

woke up at 11am this morning. had some boiled eggs for breakfast. i was thinking of painting my nails but they're kinda uneven right now because i've been biting them. i really would love to find like a makeup archive page of old and discontinued products.

house loud as fuck today oh my goodness. i have some bad habits i really need to kick. keep trying to show this site to my sisters but they don't care. whatever. mum made chow mein.

did my coding exam today. think i did good considering i didn't attend practically any of the workshops. glad im not depressed anymore tbh. it was so hard being upset and not knowing why

spent all day coding ugh it's freezing.i could turn the room's radiator on but i hate how stuffy it gets. i prefer the electric one instead. havent even played mabi for a while i really need to get back on. cant waste my vip.

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